Wow its been almost a year since I've posted on here. So much has happened since I first started this blog. I'm really appreciative of the people who took the time out to read any of my posts.

The reason why I'm posting is because my 29th birthday is approaching. I have no plans yet, I'll probably just hang around my family. I've been reflecting on my childhood a lot lately and I just never really thought about seeing this age. I remember being so overwhelmed by my current circumstances that I didn't allow myself to look ahead to my future. One thing I can say is that God has aided me along this journey. My mindset now is what I've always chased after for as long as I can recall. I have peace and a clear sense of purpose in my life. I can't remember ever being genuinely happy but now that's not the case. Despite my new found mindset, I just feel like something is still missing from my life. Maybe its riches, or a loving companion. I do want my own family but I feel I have so much work to do to become a better man before I go entering into someone else's life. I wonder is there a such thing as being READY? I'm learning to have patience because I truly believe that what's meant to be will make its way to me. I try my best not to measure my life with societal expectations so I guess I'll shut up now. Maybe i'll just get a dog lol